is it me, or guys are born to break girls' heart? I know where I stand. Im nothing compare to her. daddy cakap, everything happens now is because of my doings before. I broke a lot of hearts back in the days. and now, God is trying to let me feel the pain that they felt. thankyouu. I hate boys. can I join the lesbos? maybe if Im with a girl, they wont break my heart because we're the same. (wtf am I saying?) anyway, back to the topic. can I stop hoping for him? will I have the guts to forget him? ya Allah, what should I do? I love him so bad. Im only 16, there's much in life than him. but, without him, Im useless. I cant do anything without crying, thinking that he'd never love me. yes, Im pathetic, thankyou very much. 

time dengan Mr. A dulu, I've determine to change to be someone that suites him. but then, he came clean and said, he just like the way Im into him. daymm.

BOYS --'

I hate their kind. why do they have to be the kind that knows how to persuade girls. all their sweet-talk are all rubbish. they never really like you, and yet, they'll say the sweetest thing that makes you go head over heels.

to all the boys: Im sorry. I wasnt meant to 'kutuk' your kind. but, its the truth whether you realize it or not.