Flightless Bird

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Friday, May 20, 2011

Dear God,

what ever happen to us? not us, I mean my friends. yes they have their own lives, but that doesnt mean I have to be kicked out. **DOES IT?** ughh..

I miss our old times. I miss the fun and laughter. all the stupid jokes that everyone laugh at no matter how dumb it is. the cupcakes we made and ate. the 'tepung' and 'telur' we threw every event. the hanging out toghether. I really do miss it. Im sure they DIDN'T.

now, all the pictures and video became proof, but just only proof. the proof that made me cried almost everytime I watch it. the crazy videos and the most beautiful to the most ugliest pictures made us laugh.

WHY ?

WHY we became appart?

WHY we dont hang out like we used to?

WHY we have to make 'faces' when seeing each other?

WHY we barely talk now?

WHY we dont see each other anymore?

WHY I miss you guys?

WHY do I feel like I dont even know you guys anymore?

WHY is watching you guys living in your new lives really hurts me?

I realize that NOT ONE of you really miss me. I dont mind, Im not worth missing PUNNNNNN. I just hope that we're still friends. :)

trash talked @ 5:28 PM

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I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped. -Frederick Perls

I am who I am. you can trash me all you want. but at the end of the day, I am still me. what I do is none of your concern. I do my thing, you do yours. I hate copycats, I repeat, HATE COPYCATS. do keep that in mine next time you want to copypaste anything that is mine or someone else's. oh sorry, Im Nur Sabrina Johan Rashid. I was born on 19th July 1995. I love my family and friends, they are AWESOME ! I am very FRAGILE but I can be very PANAS BARAN. so, if you ever think of hurting me, THINK AGAIN. :)

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Hey Peeps, see this dude? yeahh, he's mine. so ladies, BACK THE HELL OFF! :)

Officially mine since 3rd March 2012.

Love is a strange thing you know. you may say that Im TOO young to really understand what love is. well LOVE is actually simple. you care about them. you cant stop thinking about them. you'll go head over heels over them. you have these butterflies in your tummy and your heart is beating faster when you're with them. yeah, that kinda stuff.

I dont just see him as my boyfriend. to me, he's more than that. he's like a big brother and a bestfriend. he once said "Epi terima Nina bukan semata-mata sayang. Epi sedia kalau Nina nak share masalah dengan Epi. BUKAN TEMPIAS MASALAH KAT EPI." pppppppffffffffffftttttttttt =..=

he may not be as handsome as Edward Cullen and as romantic as Romeo. but one thing for sure, he's Mohd Najmi Afif. MY annoying, caring, loving, and funny Najmi Afif :)

anyway, just to remind you again. he's mine okay? pray for our happiness.

and I do hope that he'll be mine forever. until Jannah, InsyaAllah :) -AMIN