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Monday, October 10, 2011

can I turn back time? ohh shocks, of course you CANT sabrina. no one CANT. but I know most of us really wanna turn back time aite? there's always, "IF ONLY......" ya Allah, kalau boleh aku putarkan balik ke masa dulu, ughhhh =.= I've made so much mistakes. but I learn from each and every one of them*mostly. cuma, I wanna turn back time where Im still TIGHT with my friends and BUTTONS. but there's this one thing that I regret the most, MY EX. =.=

afiq, I sayang you. I do. but I cant deny that I still love him.

I miss him. A LOT. and I think most of the people who knew me and knew my 'history' with him, know that I still love him. I know it's not okay to like ungkit ungkit the past but I MISS HIM! I'd read nani's blog. she wrote about F. **betulkan nani? dont lie to me** and link a song. KIMIA. why nani WHY?! I know, you gave me that song on the first place. but you know better than ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD that, THAT SONG MEANT A LOT TO ME! you know I cry EVERYTIME I hear it. ughhhhh!!!!!!!

dude, I miss you. I miss you A LOT ! I miss your hugs, kisses, eyes, laugh, the funny sound that you made in between our conversations, EVERYTHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!! 3rd March 2011 was the weakest day of my life! Ive never felt like that before. when you walked away, you kinda took my life away. I felt like hell. I just wanted to DIE. how could you took everything from me and just threw it away? WHY? I waited for you. and I gave everything. I cant hate you. even after all the ~~stupid fucking~~ things you've done to me, and left me for her, I still CANT HATE YOU. in fact, I still love you :(

afiq, Im sorry if you have to know all this by my blog. Im sorry Ive never told you anything. I love you. I do but I love him more. but he left me. please dont do the same thing he'd done. and dont leave me. pleaseeee.

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I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped. -Frederick Perls

I am who I am. you can trash me all you want. but at the end of the day, I am still me. what I do is none of your concern. I do my thing, you do yours. I hate copycats, I repeat, HATE COPYCATS. do keep that in mine next time you want to copypaste anything that is mine or someone else's. oh sorry, Im Nur Sabrina Johan Rashid. I was born on 19th July 1995. I love my family and friends, they are AWESOME ! I am very FRAGILE but I can be very PANAS BARAN. so, if you ever think of hurting me, THINK AGAIN. :)

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Hey Peeps, see this dude? yeahh, he's mine. so ladies, BACK THE HELL OFF! :)

Officially mine since 3rd March 2012.

Love is a strange thing you know. you may say that Im TOO young to really understand what love is. well LOVE is actually simple. you care about them. you cant stop thinking about them. you'll go head over heels over them. you have these butterflies in your tummy and your heart is beating faster when you're with them. yeah, that kinda stuff.

I dont just see him as my boyfriend. to me, he's more than that. he's like a big brother and a bestfriend. he once said "Epi terima Nina bukan semata-mata sayang. Epi sedia kalau Nina nak share masalah dengan Epi. BUKAN TEMPIAS MASALAH KAT EPI." pppppppffffffffffftttttttttt =..=

he may not be as handsome as Edward Cullen and as romantic as Romeo. but one thing for sure, he's Mohd Najmi Afif. MY annoying, caring, loving, and funny Najmi Afif :)

anyway, just to remind you again. he's mine okay? pray for our happiness.

and I do hope that he'll be mine forever. until Jannah, InsyaAllah :) -AMIN