I mean seriously do you see his face as BUDAK YANG BERSEKOLAH AGAMA since tadika sampai Form 5? I dont. I seriously,  DONT. hahaha. time kawan dengan dia, baru dia cerita zaman persekolahan dia tu, aku ni terkejut biawak kot. memang nak gelak, gelak terkejut. haha. tapi awal awal percaya tak percaya la jugak. mai lama lama, memang aku tak percaya. haha. seriously, perangai tak serupa bikin. hahaha

takpalah. kalau dah jodoh nak buat macam mana kan? hahaa. doakan je lah kebahagiaan kami. 

dah sebelum aku start merapu lagi, BYE

Assalamualaikum. :)

my OUR last year in school and in SMK Sultanah Bahiyah. 

Im going to talk about 4SS1 (2011) and 5SS1 (2012). we've been together for about 2 years now. dah macam sisters dah. dah masak dengan perangai masing masing. 

last year, kelas kami was probably class yang paling TAK ADA KERJASAMA. nak bergaduh je antara satu puak dengan satu puak yang lain. ada puak yang pandai, malas, nakal, baik, semua ada. duduk pulak bergeng geng. then ada kes kecurian duit kelas sampai RM 500+. macam macam lah.

awal tahun ni. ada jugak lah yang tak berapa nak baik. then semakin hari, semakin sayang lah katakan. semua bekerjasama. semua dah jadi satu geng. kalau tak buat homework ja, semua pakat diam. 

yang bestnya, bising tak mau dah. kalau dulu, satu puak bising ja, mau kena maki dah. bukan apa. we came from various classes. ada kelas B (biasa), ada kelas K (khas). anyway, I dont recall kami start berbaik semua bila. tapi sekarang memang best. bergelak ketawa, bersedih bersama. tapi lepas trial ni, sepatutnya semakin stress. tapi kelas kami tak pun. bergelak macam sewel dah. bila buat kerja je diam. :)

seriously, I'll miss them. ada certain time that I may hate them. tapi I'll miss them for sure. masing masing ada cara dan gaya masing masing. setakat ni, I dont have their pictures. tapi yang ni ja yang ada. ni pun time Teacher's Day hari tu. 

Assalamualaikum :)

hey, did I ever tell you how I love cooking? I think it runs in the family. haha. you see, my arwah moyang (my nen's parents) are chefs from Thailand. they migrated in Kedah to serve the Sultan at that time. they had been married as Siamese, then when they done serving the Sultan, they moved to KL and live there. I dont recall whether they had converted to Islam before or after they moved to KL. but anyhow, my Nen is an excelent mentor. she took care of me since I was 2 days old until 11 years old. then she had to move to KL because she is sick. but not sick, sick. she just has pains in the bones, her knee, etc etc. trust me, if you met her, you wont believe how old she is. their cooking skills is passed down to my dad. the minute he knew I love to cook, he thought me everything. he would scold me is I did something incorrect. I think his famous dish is spaghetti. whenever people are coming to my house, he would serve them spaghetti, and I would be the coolie -.-

on my mum's side. my tok, tokmama and everyone la love to cook. everyone have their own special dish. so, yeah. Im gonna stop writing now. kbye

hey there, it's been awhile but emm... 

anywayyy. I just wanna open up now. um here's the thing, I trust my boyfriend. but sometimes, Im just I dont know. I just cant seem to accept the fact that he spends 8 out of 12 months with her! I know they barely spoken to each other. but I think most of the girls reading this would understand me. 

you guys practically see each other every week! when I can just see you during raya or semester break. I cant stop you from seeing her nor hanging out with your friends. but the least you can do is just tell me that she's also there. you may say that I'll get hurt if you do so. but it hurts even more when I found out myself. to see that all these while you went here or there, she had been tagging along too. 

Im a girl, but mostly, Im fragile. you should know by now. I purposely hurt you so that you feel what I felt that you unpurposely hurt me. huh. 

I seriously dont like to argue with you. I know you'll win. I've never won our arguments. and if I did, I now you deliberately want me to win so I'll shut up. 

oh and by the way, I cant help myself but to think negatively when you're not picking up the phone when I call or replying my text. I tried to think positively at first but after a while, the negative thoughts haunt me like hell! all the 'what if's' and stuffs. 

huh, IDK. bye