»Kuala Lumpur
Monday, November 19, 2012
Hi and Assalamualaikum :)
Im still not done with SPM. 3 and a half papers to go. Addmaths 1 and 2, Science 1 and 2, Seni 2, and Ekonomi Asas 1 and 2.
*long sigh*
I am actually here sebab I nak balik KL lepas exammm!!! my momma and daddy wont let me! :( macam macam sebab depa bagi. tapi I had it all planned out! 10 or 13 Dec nanti, I'll go to KL with Diyana and her family, then I'll ask sapa sapa to fetch me up there. Cujid ke, Cheja ke. haaaa.. *tapi depa nak tak nak ambek aku taktau laa* hmmm
p sendiri ja tak boleh? naik taxi. *oh wait, aku tak berani* I dah la comel. haaaa *eh perasan pulak.*
hmm NAK BALIK KL!
trash talked @ 9:29 PM
»8 days to war!
Sunday, October 28, 2012
okay, when I said war, I meant SPM. yes, peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia. I wasnt going to freak out at first, but to recall that I rarely read my books, IM FREAKING OUT! pffttt...
since I am definitely going to study on the eleventh hour, Im gonna make sure I REALLY STUDY and making sure what I studied, stuck in my brain -.-
see you on 6th of December. my last paper is on that day :) byeee ;)
*fyi: I start on the 5th of November.
trash talked @ 8:41 PM
»BFF, insyaAllah
Sunday, October 7, 2012
bukak PC, dengar lagu Baby Don't Cry-Daesung. then tiba tiba this appeared first thing on my timeline.
read and burst into tears. I really do love her. FIRST BEST FRIEND SINCE TADIKA kot! sapa tak sayang?! :( I miss you. and I want you to change and I want us to be friends again. Iloveyou :')
trash talked @ 5:10 PM
»(ex) best friend
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Dear (ex) bestfriend,if you look back, we have (had) been friends for A VERY LONG time now. I don't know what happen. truth be told, there are some times when I cant even stand you. the times when you don't give a shit about other's feeling. you may say that I hurt people's feeling too. but, if you're gonna say that. THINK BACK! I may hurt your feelings once in 2 minutes, but you hurt mine and other's once in every second. okay, that's harsh. -..-
hello and Assalamualaikum, Earth to you! people don't like you very much. I sometimes don't like you either. but when I look back at the times we spent since FOREVER, there are good times you know. you are my first best friend. we may not be best friends or even friends now, but..... huhhh..
I'm not typing all this to make you feel worse. but me and a few of our friends don't have the guts to talk and tell all this face-to-face. but here goes...
please PLEASE watch your mouth. and think first before you say something to people. for example.. you once called THEM "betina, gedik, perempuan, babi.." and some other stuffs. and you said, you don't like them and there is no point being nice to them because it's useless. well dear, since you're not hanging out with us again, HANG DUK DENGAN SAPA LAA NIIII?! *okay, sorry over reacted* I mean, you all get my point la kan?
huh, I actually have LOADS more to tell you, but I think I'll just stop here. there's no point Im typing sooo long if you're not going to change yourself. but if you do want to change, Alhamdullillah.
anyway, takecare. Goodluck for your SPM :)
trash talked @ 10:00 PM
»Imma VIP and Blackjack!
Friday, October 5, 2012
okay, as you know, I have NEVER EVER EVER like K-POP! hahaha.
last year tengah tengok MTV. then ada MTV Icons. Big Bang ada. then tengok p la. macam okay. then ada lagu Haru Haru. best kot. bila online ja duk dengaq lagu tu. then haru haru (day by day) aku macam dah minat Big Bang. sulu minat Big Bang dengan SHINee. then stop KPOP sat. this year, minat balik. MINAT GILA pulak tu.! haha I've declared myself as a VIP! hahaha.
tapi aku minat Big Bang and 2NE1 sahaja. and YG Family laa. yang lain, sorry tak layan :) so, jangan cakap KPOP dengan aku. hahaha Big Bang dengan 2NE1 boleh :)))
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| GD TOP Seungri Taeyang Daesung |
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| BOYFRIENDS! |
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| Dong Young-bae @ Taeyang, saranghaeeee! |
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| sisters!!! |
trash talked @ 11:15 AM
»The Buttons
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
dear Buttonese, lets re-group. PLEASE :(
trash talked @ 9:46 PM
»LOL
Friday, September 28, 2012
I mean seriously do you see his face as BUDAK YANG BERSEKOLAH AGAMA since tadika sampai Form 5? I dont. I seriously, DONT. hahaha. time kawan dengan dia, baru dia cerita zaman persekolahan dia tu, aku ni terkejut biawak kot. memang nak gelak, gelak terkejut. haha. tapi awal awal percaya tak percaya la jugak. mai lama lama, memang aku tak percaya. haha. seriously, perangai tak serupa bikin. hahaha
takpalah. kalau dah jodoh nak buat macam mana kan? hahaa. doakan je lah kebahagiaan kami.
dah sebelum aku start merapu lagi, BYE
trash talked @ 7:40 PM
»sisters
Assalamualaikum. :)
Im going to talk about 4SS1 (2011) and 5SS1 (2012). we've been together for about 2 years now. dah macam sisters dah. dah masak dengan perangai masing masing.
last year, kelas kami was probably class yang paling TAK ADA KERJASAMA. nak bergaduh je antara satu puak dengan satu puak yang lain. ada puak yang pandai, malas, nakal, baik, semua ada. duduk pulak bergeng geng. then ada kes kecurian duit kelas sampai RM 500+. macam macam lah.
awal tahun ni. ada jugak lah yang tak berapa nak baik. then semakin hari, semakin sayang lah katakan. semua bekerjasama. semua dah jadi satu geng. kalau tak buat homework ja, semua pakat diam.
yang bestnya, bising tak mau dah. kalau dulu, satu puak bising ja, mau kena maki dah. bukan apa. we came from various classes. ada kelas B (biasa), ada kelas K (khas). anyway, I dont recall kami start berbaik semua bila. tapi sekarang memang best. bergelak ketawa, bersedih bersama. tapi lepas trial ni, sepatutnya semakin stress. tapi kelas kami tak pun. bergelak macam sewel dah. bila buat kerja je diam. :)
seriously, I'll miss them. ada certain time that I may hate them. tapi I'll miss them for sure. masing masing ada cara dan gaya masing masing. setakat ni, I dont have their pictures. tapi yang ni ja yang ada. ni pun time Teacher's Day hari tu.
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| our PK Pentadbiran :) |
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| this is our Monitor, Sahira (seherot) and her assistant, Nabilah (burn). <33 |
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| our dearest Principal :) |
I am going to stop here before I start bursting into tears :')
dear 5SS1 girls, I may not say this before, but I love you. I seriously do. and I guess, we all have different ways of showing it :)
trash talked @ 3:05 PM
»cooking is my passion
Monday, September 17, 2012
Assalamualaikum :)
hey, did I ever tell you how I love cooking? I think it runs in the family. haha. you see, my arwah moyang (my nen's parents) are chefs from Thailand. they migrated in Kedah to serve the Sultan at that time. they had been married as Siamese, then when they done serving the Sultan, they moved to KL and live there. I dont recall whether they had converted to Islam before or after they moved to KL. but anyhow, my Nen is an excelent mentor. she took care of me since I was 2 days old until 11 years old. then she had to move to KL because she is sick. but not sick, sick. she just has pains in the bones, her knee, etc etc. trust me, if you met her, you wont believe how old she is. their cooking skills is passed down to my dad. the minute he knew I love to cook, he thought me everything. he would scold me is I did something incorrect. I think his famous dish is spaghetti. whenever people are coming to my house, he would serve them spaghetti, and I would be the coolie -.-
on my mum's side. my tok, tokmama and everyone la love to cook. everyone have their own special dish. so, yeah. Im gonna stop writing now. kbye
trash talked @ 9:20 AM
»I'm fragile
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
hey there, it's been awhile but emm...
anywayyy. I just wanna open up now. um here's the thing, I trust my boyfriend. but sometimes, Im just I dont know. I just cant seem to accept the fact that he spends 8 out of 12 months with her! I know they barely spoken to each other. but I think most of the girls reading this would understand me.
you guys practically see each other every week! when I can just see you during raya or semester break. I cant stop you from seeing her nor hanging out with your friends. but the least you can do is just tell me that she's also there. you may say that I'll get hurt if you do so. but it hurts even more when I found out myself. to see that all these while you went here or there, she had been tagging along too.
Im a girl, but mostly, Im fragile. you should know by now. I purposely hurt you so that you feel what I felt that you unpurposely hurt me. huh.
I seriously dont like to argue with you. I know you'll win. I've never won our arguments. and if I did, I now you deliberately want me to win so I'll shut up.
oh and by the way, I cant help myself but to think negatively when you're not picking up the phone when I call or replying my text. I tried to think positively at first but after a while, the negative thoughts haunt me like hell! all the 'what if's' and stuffs.
huh, IDK. bye
trash talked @ 8:50 PM
